Saturday, September 3, 2011

Louis - Ironman Canada 2011 Techical Race Report

This is my post everytime I take a pic with the Subaru sign

Since so many of you sign up for Ironman Canada 2012 I am going to write a blog especially just for the racing part. I'll leave my reflection in another entry.

Going to Penticton
I decided to drive with my teammate Jame' and we left LA Monday (8/22) night around 11pm. We got to Seattle (8/23) around 7pm. We left for Penticton Wed (8/24) and got there around 9pm. Driving from LA to Seattle took around 20 hours (we stopped at Portland for a bit). From Seattle to Penticton took around 6 hours.

Robo nurse Jame'. She works night shift so she drove most of the way at night. Thus I called herRobo nurse.

Thur (Packet Pick Up)Link
We picked up our packets and went shopping. This Ironman Expo is a little different than the other two that I been to. There is no Race Wheel rental, there is no other stores that you can buy anything else that you may need. It's either in the Ironman Store or you are out of luck. However there is a place called Peach City Runners & Adveture Sports that offer most of what you can't find at the Ironman Store. I found my sportshield powder there. I also find it kind of strange that there is no basket or bag for you to put your purchase at the Ironman Store. If you are planning to buy a lot of stuff, bring a bag and put you stuff in there so you don't have to hold all your stuff while waiting in line. No US cash or American Express. You'll find out that a lot of store does not accept American Express in Penticton.

The plan for Thu is to swim, bike, and drive the bike course. Because I needed to finish my work I did none of those. Jame' went for a bike and a run.

very shallow near the beach

Waiting for my packet pick up with lane lane the moose


Fri (Drove the Course, Bike Check)
I got up early to work and I finally got everything done around 11:30am. I think Jame' went to swim in the morning. After lunch we took my Subaru and drove the course.

Now that I done the course, here is my breakdown from station to station

Bike Start to Station 1: Flat

Station 1 to Station 2: Station 1 is on a hill. After you climb this little hill it's downhill and flat to station 2.

Station 2 to Station 3: flat
Station 3 to Station 4: flat
Station 4 to Station 5: Start of Richter Pass. You go up, and down a little (use that to rest), and up again, and a few rollers. You don't want to go all out. Save your energy for the later part of the course. It's like Encinal Canyon. It's a good grade climb but nothing like Beach Hill and Nasty Grade from Wildflower. This 'pass' has nothing on the Ironteam.

Station 5 to Station 6: Long downhill and rollers.
Station 6 to Station 7: rollers and flat out near 3/4 of the way
Station 7 to Station 8: flat and a slide downhill to Station 8.
Station 8 to Station 9: slight uphill but flat. Use this to catch time
Station 9 to Station 10: rollers and uphill with break in between
Station 10 to Station 11: flat with a few small uphills
Station 11 to Finish: all down except 2 rollers but you can roller thru them.

Overall it's a very very nice course. It has lakes, vines...etc. It's like Vineman with lakes.

Weather is kind of hot but it is what it is. We just need to drink more water and keep our core temperature down.

Fri night we went to the athlete meeting. The food is horrible! I repeat, horrible. I did not want to eat it just by looking at it. (no protein). It's salad, potato with tomato sauce, bread, and pad thai with tofu in it. OMG, After 3 Ironman banquet I don't expect the food to be good anymore. But this one is the worst. Unlike Ironman CDA and Vineman (which actually give you a lot of great info about the coach), the athlete meeting has nothing to offer. Jame' and I went to the night street fair after the athlete meeting. The town of Penticton host a street fair on Fri night for the athletes and it's a little fun fair. There are food (Thanks god there are food!), live music, and stuff for kids. People decorated the main street with chalk and sign. I encourage you to go.

Vaseux Lake between Bike near bike after station 2

The long downhill by Skaha Lake after bike station 11. You can see the bike (beginning) and run course across the lake.

Patrick and I. We trained with Team In Training to run our first marathon together back in 2008

Friday night fair for the athletes, friends, and families. Food, Live Music, Kid play area. I almost got myself an Ogopogo hanna LOL

Sat (Gear Drop Day)
I met up with Anna and Tyler and went for a swim at 7:00 am. It's important for me to swim at the start time to get a sense of the lake condition. The water is nice and there is no wave. The lake is very clear and shallow. After the swim I walked pass the farmer market and got mysef some bread and cupcakes. I finished packing my 'Bike Gear', 'Run Gear' bags, cleaned/prepared my bike, and drop it off at the transition area. I pumped my tire Sat and just left it alone.

After I got back I prepare my morning clothes bag, run special need and bike special need.

Jame' and I went to this pizza place for dinner and sign our name on the 2011 board. Find us next year. I set my alarm at 3:30am and went to sleep.

Anna, Jason, and Tyler

Gear bags

Bike Gear Bag and Run Gear Bag are to be drop off along with your bike Sat. You will have access to the Bike/Run gear bag Sunday morning.

Morning Clothe Bag, Bike Special Need Bag, and Run Special Need Bag are to be drop off Sunday morning

Gear bag area. Don't worry about people not finding your bag. The Volunteers know what they are doing =)

Mykonos Pizza. Find my name next year!

Sun (Race Day)
Well I got up at aroud 4am because I was so tired from working. I got everything ready and left the place at around 5am. (Transition opens at 5am). Because this is a self support race I bought my small backpack. I put my wetsuit and all my liquid in the backpack so I don't have to carry them (and that I have a backpack to carry some of my stuff when I finish the race). The main athlete entrance is on Main and Westminster, which is long block away from the transition area. I am glad I hit it instead of walking an extra block.

I entered the area (which is all fence off), drop off by Bike/Race Special Need, then get body mark. Body Marking is only available at this area. Since this is my last Ironman (for a long long long time) I wanted to get a girl to mark me. But sometime life doesn't go the way you wanted and some random guy marked me. Saving time is more important than finding a cute girl that does the same thing.

I found my bike, put 4 bottles of liquid on it. Then I attached my GPS watch on my bike. I turned it on to make sure I have the GPS signal, then I turned it off. I found Helen from NCAL Ironteam and gave her my Panda Hoodie. I found Bad Ass Anna and Tyler. I found my 1st marathon teammate Patrick. I even found Wongstar's teammates but I didn't want to bother them as they are preparing for the race. I hung out with the NCAL Ironteam for a bit, took a picture with Pacman Jenny (story from last year Vineman's blog), and put on my wetsuit.

Team TBB athletes Maki Nishiuchi (The girl that thought I was stalking her) and Hiroyuki Nishiuchi (The guy that is doing stuff with his backpack)

Gear Bag area in race morning!

Jenny aka Miss Pacman (read my Vineman 2010 Race Report for why I call her Miss Pacman)


Swim (one loop)


I got to the swim start area at 6:40. I did a warm up swim and I felt fine. The water is very shallow and I position myself somewhere near the back. I am surprised to find a lot of people staying on dry land. Do I go back further? No, I am standing my ground. Before I know it the gun went off and I started swimming like everyone else.

Unlike the swim at Ironman CDA the water temperature is perfect for swimming, a little warm actually if you ask me. I kept at my own pace so I don't get winded. Soon I came to the first buoy and I noticed people were passing the buoy on both side. Since I only breath on my right side I swim left of the buoy so I have an easier time sighting (Yes, I did 5 Ironman and I only breath on my right side. There is no excuse for you. And yes, I don't know how to tread water. Although I do recommend you to learn how to breath both side and tread water).

I swam the 1612m with no problem. I will occasionally pull the wetsuit near my neck to let cold water to come in to my wetsuit to cool myself down. When I make it to the turn buoy the water is so shallow I can see a scuba diver under the water. As soon as I make that turn around I started to feel seasick! I guess now I am facing the wave in a different direction, but that alone should of be ok. Remember I told you the lake floor got shallow and you can see the bottom. I think it's the combination of the wave and lakefloor pattern (which is tilted and pointing away from the buoy) that made me sick. So now I am struggling. I try to swim 'straight' to the buoy but I kept on pulling left. I try to swim with my eye close for a while (so I don't see the lakefloor) and that didn't really help. The situation did not improve at the second turn around. I want to vomit! But then one of my friend saved me. Few months ago I went drinking one night and I wanted to vomit. My friend told me it's all mental... and I end up not vomiting. So I reminded myself of what she said and just kept swimming, that telling myself the thought of vomiting is just all mental. I never really got over the seasick but I didn't vomit. I was still passing people but I can't focus my form like I did at Ironman CDA (because I was swimming everywhere). I think Ogopogo just want to say hi to me at the swim so he accidentally created some wave. I either quit or keep swimming. I picked the later. I think the last 800 meters got easier but it's still a struggle. After what it seem like an eternity I got out of the water. As I hit the timing mat I saw Helen from the NCAL Ironteam and said hi to her.

T1
As I am running to the changing tent the volunteer yell out my race number (501) to other volunteers and hand me my bike gear bag (It helps if you tell them your number so they don't have to look for it on your arm. Make sure you yell out the correct number thru). I continue my run to the changing tent (while holding to my gear bag). Once I am in the tent a volunteer come up to me and offer his assistant (you want to have one person dedicated to you... helping you with anything you need). I seat down and told him I am going to take my time. I told him I got seasick and he told me a lot of people got sick from the swim as well. Anyway, he took everything out from my bag and lay them out for me. I took my small towel and just kind of dry myself a little. I took off my TNT tri top and put on my heart rate monitor, I then put on my TNT cycling jersey, my sock, my shoe, my glove, my helmet, and my sunglasses, I put Hello Panda in my back pocket and I sprayed myself with sunscreen. At one point I told the volunteer I needed water and he ran off trying to find a bottle for me. Then another volunteer came up to me and said Go Team. I talked to him and found out he is from Hong Kong and that he is part of Team In Training in the Seattle chapter (there is no Ironteam in Seattle =( ), and that he is planning to register for his first Half Ironman somewhere in Canada. I told him that he can do the full and I want to see him do Ironman Canada next year...etc. Then he started asking me a few questions. Eventually I am done with my stuff so I answer his last question as I was running out of the tent. It's nice to talk to someone that's in Team In Training. Especially people from Hong Kong =)

Anyway, I ran out of the tent and started running toward to my rack (row 22). I can see my bike from far far away because there are just not that many bikes around. As I was making my way to row 22 a volunteer came up to me and try to help me find my bike. As we were running together I noticed there is a full-on tri bike on the rack, with a rear disk wheel and like a ZIPP 808 as the front. I bust out laughing and told the volunteer that if you have a bike like that you better swim faster than me. The volunteer maintain his cool and didn't said anything. But as I was unracking my bike I can heard that they are talking amount each other about my comment and started laughing. Yes Coach Paul, I am funnier in Canada.

Bike (one loop)


The downtown area is nice. It's all fenced off and a lot of people were cheering. I saw my friend Kate and she took a picture of me. After like 2 minutes I noticed the distance of my computer hasn't move so I stopped and play around with it. Another volunteer ran up to me and check on me. I told her I am fine and I was just adjusting my computer. I decided to just stop and restart my time again and move on. I kept on riding on the Main St and I saw what I thought was a Germany Flag so I yelled Go Germany but then I realized there is a big eagle on the flag so that's not Germany. After 2 mi into the bike, I am now on Main St approaching Galt Ave. The road is empty but I notice a car is driving near me. Next thing I know he cut me off, blocked my path and just stopped in front of me on Galt Ave. I yelled 'Watch OUT!' and managed to go around him (on the back). I didn't say anything but the people that were cheering were yelling at the driver (I think it's an older man with his wife who doesn't know where to go with all these road closure). F!#3 I almost got hit by a car and WOW... everyone saw it! As I was riding I told the spectators in front of me (who saw what happened) I almost ended my day early and they said they were glad that I am still alive. The traffic controllers at Green Ave made similar comments.

The next 10 mi is very flat. I know it was hot and I finished my first bottle within 35 minutes. My plan is to drink some water at the first aid station and pour some over me so I can ride faster. Learning from Ironman CDA I don't want to get overheat ever again. When I got to the first aid station they told me they ran out of the water! Are you kidding me? Of course I didn't get angry at the volunteer (you should never get upset at a volunteer) but I am frustrated. Now that means I need to ride 20 miles with no water to cool myself down. The volunteer offer to fill my empty water bottle with ice and she told me I can use it when it melt... I didn't think much about what she said and just let her put ice in this empty bottle. After a few minutes I realized that the ice bottle I have is just sitting there in the rear cage and not doing anything. An idea came. Why don't I put the bottle inside my jersey so I can cool myself down. I put it in the front and I didn't feel much improvement so I put it on my back and that helps. So for the next few miles I rode as if I am a Ninja carrying a sword (except I have a water bottle).

I kept up with my speed and just focus on getting to the second aid station. Since the course is flat I was going over 20 mph but I did not want to push it too much. Sometime during the ride I also decided that if they ran out of water in aid station 2 I am going to start buying my own water at the next 7-11 (Yes, I have my ID, money and credit card on me). They can DQ me all they want but I need water.

Luckily there are water at both 2nd and 3rd aid station so I can finally speed up without over heating. By the time I got to the 4th aid station I realized I can put ice in my jersey (the BIB belt hold the ice in place) and that's what I did. I also have the volunteer to put some ice in my nurtition to make them more drinkable. I try to put ice on my helmet but that didn't really work. Wow now I can really feel the different. I rode up to Richter Pass with no problem and I managed to pass a lot of people. After I passed the timing mat I caught up to one of the NCAL Ironteam girl and started talking to her. I also saw the NCAL Ironteam cheering on the side of the road. When I got to Aid Station number 5 I put ice on myself and in my drink. A volunteer asked me if I want sunscreen and I go sure. I don't know what's the deal with this sunscreen but it's foamy. I felt like putting shaving cream all over me! It felt weird!!!

From Aid Station 5 to 6 is just a super long descent and some roller. I kept my focus there and kept going.

From aid station 6 to 7 the road started to flat out and I made some good time. Caught up to Sister Madonna (wait I think she caught up to me). Stopped at aid station #7 and they just got resupplied with ice. Since the sport bottle are cooked they gave me capped water bottle.

From aid station 7 to aid station 8 (Special Need at mi 70) is supposedly an easy ride but I struggled. I saw Patrick and a few TNTers on the returning leg so that was nice. I saw a lady and a guy standing under a tree and they told me they are only resting. As I expected Special Need doesn't have water so I just replaced my drink and go. I also found out that they don't return special need bag!. Well so much about my extra CO2, tubes, sunscreen *cough* Kristi can I get another bottle *cough* along with other stuff.

On my way back I saw the same woman standing under the same tree. I gave her most of my water and tell her to make it to the special need. I stopped at the Medical Station to get some ice and get mist. Station 8 to Station 9 went by extremely fast. I noticed a super fast looking girl was on the other side of the road and I suspected she is a victim of heat exhaustion. Knowing I have Yellow Lake up ahead I loaded up with ice and water.

The most challenging section of the course (mentally) is from Station 9 to Station 10. The are flat with small hills leading to yellow lake. It just beat you up mentally and physically. It was also like the hottest time of the day with no shade. Kate told me it was actually the hottest day of the year. I didn't know it then but Jame' told me afterward that it was 105-106 on the pavement, and that she actually jumped into the yellow lake to cool herself down as Station 10 ran out of water. When I got to the aid station I resupply myself with water/ice and move on (they fixed the problem). By then I realized that if I don't go faster there is a chance that I may not make the cut off. Off I go. I was doing the last section in 20 something mph. This ride was actually a double edge sword. During one of my training ride before the race I rode up to Mulholland twice and I had a very bad cramp on the second loop so one of the goal of this race is to make sure I don't push too hard and keep my core temperature down. But because I took my sweet ass time stopping at every aid stations I took much longer on my ride. Anyway, I tend to be on the safe side and I am still learning to get out of my safety zone (during triathlon). However I will however never get out of my safety zone when I hike/backpack/trail running because you are miles away from help.

From aid station 11 on it's basically all down hill (except two rollers). Anyway when I hit 100.9mi my computer stopped working. The time still work but it does not tell me how far I travel. And this point I definitely don't want to stop and mess with my computer so I just kept on going. Before I know it I was back in town. Jame' saw me on her run and she told me to hurry the hell up. I think with 1 1/2 mi left my chain fell off (coming off to the right) and I was like are you kidding me. I managed to get it back in by shifting around (Yay!). I saw Kate in downtown and she managed to took a picture of me. Everyone was cheering me in because it was close to the cut off. I stopped before the mount line, dismount, took a bottle and my watch off my bike and off I go to T2.

T2
You do the same thing as T1. They yelled out your number and your run gear will magically appear in front of you. I went in to the tent and I think only one or two more men came after me. As I was changing I notice there were two people that were laid down with their feet on the chair (Jame' later told me they were overheated and need to get blood back to their heart). I put on my TNT shirt, resupply myself and off to the run.

Run (one loop)


So now basically I am like the last one that started the marathon as everyone that I passed on the bike did not make the cut off =( On one hand I made the cut off (which should of happened like half an hour agin) but on the other hand I told myself f!@# now I need to run. I know I have 6 1/2 hours to finish the run and that's plenty of time. I decided to build a cushion at the first half so I can chill on the second half. I think this is actually kind of fun because I am on a mission to catch people. After a few minutes someone tap my shoulder and it was Tyler Olson. He is finishing his marathon and is on his way to becoming an Ironman. I said congrats to him and keep my 4-1 (Run 4 mins walk 1 mins). Just like almost every ironman I done, I went to pee at every aid station (still learning about water intake). I went by the flag I saw during the bikeand the people told me it is a Germany Flag =P. Before I know it I was running along side Skaha Lake. There are people cheering on the side, there is a boat here and there to cheer. I saw bad ass Anna Willis on the other side of the route and she gave me a big smile as she always does. By this time I feel very good so instead of doing my run/walk I run til I catch the next person, talk to them, and move on to the next person. I think most people are suffering from the heat so I have an easy time catching people. Even a lot of people on the returning trip are walking! I then saw Patrick and Jame'. Patrick looks strong and I know he will finish in a good time. He has been putting a lot of training in and it show. And from the way it looks Jame was an hour ahead of me so I know I will not be able to catch up. A while after I said Jenny the Miss Pacman and she looked very strong as well. At around mile 11.5 the sun started to go down so I took my headlamp out and put it on my Mountain Hardwear Cap (I always want a piece of hiking with me when I do triathlon so most of the time I wear this hiking cap). There are rollers near the turn around of the run. When I got to the turn around I notice the special need is placed before the timing mat (what the heck??) so I picked up my special need and ran across the timing mat. Knowing I won't get my special need back I just picked up a few things and move on. I decided to put a Big Katsu in there as the 'lift my spirit food'. It did the job. I now know that I have around 3:30 to make it back to the finish line. That's plenty of time. I keep on running and I started to catch some TNT people. I gave them my encouragement and keep going. The run is good. I never run this much doing an Ironman and I felt good. I felt like I can even go faster but I decided to just keep my pace and finish the race. After a few hour I am at the last 0.5 mile. Helen spotted me and ask me if I want my Panda hoodie. I told her to hold on to it until I finished the out and back. A few minutes she helped me with my hoodie and now I am running toward the finish line... as panda. I did not zip up the hoodie because I want people to know that I am part of Team In Training. I started my first marathon (LA Marathon 2008) with Team In Training and I am now ending my last Ironman (for a long time) with Team In Training. People were crazy about a dude crossing the finish line as a Panda. At 16:42:58, I finished my 5 Ironman. I completed what I set out for. 4 Ironman in 13 months.

swim: 2:03:32
T1: 11:38
bike: 8:09:07
T2: 10:40
Run: 6:08:02
Total: 16:42:58


The Finish
I saw Jenny the Miss Pacman and she asked me if I saw her husband. I told her he is coming within a few minutes and her face turned wild. Then I saw Jame' and she gave me a hug. We hung out until the last finisher finished. We picked up our stuff and headed home.

After I got back to the apartment I decided to let Jame' shower first so I just laid on the floor because I didn't want to get the furniture dirty. She was a little concern because I was doing a semi fetal position. I told her I am ok. It's just that this position feel good lol. I am OK! I fell asleep, got back up and see if she finished the shower. OMG I discovered her in her room sleeping in fetal position LOL. I took a shower and went to sleep... on my bed.

Tip for bike
- pendal on the downhill!
- cool yourself down.
- Don't go out too fast
- If I were to do this again. Below will be my recommendation. Of course you listen to your coach for what you need to do.

Bike Start to Station 1: Flat.
Station 1 to Station 2: Flat.
Station 2 to Station 3: flat.
Station 3 to Station 4: flat
Station 4 to Station 5: Richter Pass. Don't kill yourself
Station 5 to Station 6: Stay focus. Maintain your speed
Station 6 to Station 7: Stay focus. Maintain your speed
Station 7 to Station 8: Stay focus. Maintain your speed
Station 8 to Station 9: Stay focus. Maintain your speed. Get ready for the next section.
Station 9 to Station 10: Most challenging section of the course. It's not steep and there are no big hill, but it drain on you. Stay focus and get to Yellow Lake.
Station 10 to Station 11: You are almost home free. Go fast.
Station 11 to Finish: Fast and Furious! give it all you got.

Reflection of the Race
I like the race. The water is clean and clear. More importantly, it's not cold.

The bike has great views and it's flat in many places. Richter Pass is overrated while the climb to Yellow Lake is more a mental challenge than the physical one. Don't burn yourself from start to station 4. Take your time on Ritchter Pass, Focus on getting thru the roller thru Station 7. Stay focus from Station 9 to Station 10. Then you are home free.

As for the run. It's very flat until you hit the last 1.5 or 2 mi before the turn around.

Spectators are very friendly and supportive. Out of the 3 Official Ironman races that I did I like this one the most.

Race director sent out an email explaining the water situation so this won't be an issue in the future.

I see that some of my friends are consider doing a Half Ironman. Consider doing Vineman or Ironman Canada. Like I always said, training for an full Ironman only takes 3 more months of training. And hey, if this Chubby Chinese guy that can barely swim can do it (5x... so it's not luck), you can do it too! For Ironman, you are the one that place your own limit. Organization such as Team In Training or Team Square One help you break your own barrier.

Random Photos

Breakfast at Coastal Kitchen in Seattle. Recommended by Jeopardy's Clue Crew Kelly Miyahara. (Yes, you can buy her picture for $45 LOL).

LA Ironteam Ironman Canada 2011 Finisher Louis Kwan and Jame' Quinn

What I learned outside of racing.
This is be in my next blog

Monday, July 11, 2011

Louis - IM CDA Race Report

So I wrote this long story about IM CDA. The journey started from the flight being late. Then I talked about the drama at the car rental, food in Idaho, how every girls look like Kim, the practice swim, the forming of the Team In Training CA Ironteam, and a bunch of other stuffs...

And I wrote a few paragraphs to describe the pre-swim. I stopped right there and decided that it will take me another 2 months to finish my blog if I were to go into this detail. Instead I will just do a random talk kind of deal.

The VitaPanda Send off Dinner
So a few days before my event Kevin and I had dinner with a few friends... kind of like a send off. In case you don't know who's Kevin, he is the other VitaPanda that are going to do Western States the same weekend as me doing IM CDA. Thus the joined blog.

Since I have the garmin cake for a while, I decided to eat it that night. But check this out. Erik bought me cupcakes and Lily also made me cookies, so the cake was mostly untouched. Afterward we went to eat Icecream

Yes, I figure the VitaPandas want Chinese Food as Send Off

I figure it's good time to eat my garmin cake


Getting there
My flight delayed and I ended up running from one terminal to the next (glad I am an ironman and I can run with a backpack lol). When I got to Spokane the car rental guy try to make me pay a lot more for my rental. Then I was told my Corolla's seat wouldn't fold down... only to find out later that day that it does fold down. So shady!

See, my seats fold down... shady rental guy *_*

Pre-Ironman Stuff
Since I done this a few times I have my routine going. First, I checked in at the athlete check in and double check that I have all the numbers, swim cap, timing chip... etc in the goodie bag. Then I bought a bunch of stuff. I did not buy a single item at Ironman Arizona so I guess I have an excuse. Met up with the Ironteam from Ncal, met up with Coach Jason, drove the bike course, rode the run course just to make sure all the gears on my bike work, went to the athlete meeting, then checked in my bag with my bike/run gear on Sat.

Coach Jason and VitaPanda Louis

LA Ironteam + Ncal Ironteam = CA Ironteam

Packing for the event


My Home Stay
I had a great time and they made me as comfortable as I can be. Allowing myself to prepare and focus on the race. They even wait for me at the bike course! Thank you Denny, Jan, and Denise.

Denny also has a few cool hobbies so I get to learn about American muscle car, hunting, deadly arrows...etc. Interesting stuff.

VitaPanda Kevin's Western States Finish
VitaPanda Kevin (the other contributor of this blog) started his race 100 miles run on Sat so I have been tracking him though out the day while I was out doing my Ironman errands. The cutoff time for his race is 30 hours and he wants to finish under 24 hours (finisher under 24 hr get a silver buckle while 24+ get a bronze buckle). He was pace for a sub 24 finish before I went to sleep. I would totally stay up to watch. In fact I would of be there to cheer him on if I wasn't doing Ironman CDA the next morning.

Long story short, I checked on Kevin and June's progress (June is another friend of mine who was also running the Western States) the morning of my race. I wake up and check, and check again after the shower. Check when I drove to the start line parking lot. After I confirmed that he crossed the finish line, I sheared a little tear, txt him to congratulate him, then headed to the start line with my 3 bags of stuff (morning clothes bag, run special need bag, and my bike special need bag). I felt like Kevin just finished the race and passed me the baton. Now it is my turn to continue the VitaPandas race. It was emotional for me because Kevin and I started this blog to talk about the journey. And a few months after, he raced his heart out to finish, now it is my turn.

Kevin finished. ok now it's my turn

Ironman CDA
- Swim
I dropped my bags off and set my bottles on the bike (I didn't leave my nutrition over night). I chatted with Coach Jason and the Ncal Ironteam, then went to the swim start. I should be nervous but I didn't. I had this very clam feeling in me while others around me where kind of in a panic. There was no wave, what else can I ask for right... well I can always ask for warmer water. But sometime you just have to deal with things (cold, wave, cancer...etc). There is no point to complain or worry, just focus to finish the task at hand. And today, my task is to finish this Ironman.

Since the course is a tilted rectangle, I positioned myself on the far right on the beach (to aim at the turn buoy) and I stayed in the middle but toward the back. I really don't care about the extra minute or two. I am a ok swimmer but not a great one (but good enough to finish 3 ironman). I figure I don't want people to knock off my goggle, swim over me, or punch me in the face.

When the canon finally fired, 2500 people run into the water (well most of us walk because there is no room to swim in). I am sure it's crazy to look from the shore with all these people on a tiny beach.

I found myself a little spot to swim and start swimming. I swim very very very very very very very slow to get myself to warm up. During one of my practice swim I jumped into the water, swam as fast as I can, and I cannot catch my breath for the rest swim. So my plan is to swim very very very very very slow... so I can control my breathing... and it worked. All these people that passed me earlier were in a panic. They either just floating around or swim on their back. Sighting wasn't an issue because everyone is swimming toward the same direction and you can't even see the freaking buoy because there were so many heads ahead of me. So for almost 1/2 the first lap I just swim toward that one direction. I wasn't that far off to the turn buoy.

As I finished 1/2 of my 1 st loop I started notice something. I was passing people! Then I realized if I swim faster I'll pass people with my swimming pace. So that's what I did. I focused on my swim and pass people. I think a lot of them can't sight well so they need to stop swimming and look. With a few ironman under my belt, I am a good enough sighter where I don't need to stop and sight. I didn't feel cold, I didn't feel tired. I just kept on swimming and I got out of the water after like 1:54:01

- Bike
Since the forecast the high of CDA is only 71, I left my tri-top on and put on my cycling jersey. I also put on my arm warmer just in case. The temperature was nice and there is a strong cool breeze on the bike. Everyone told me to save energy on the first lap and that's what I did. Nutrition was perfect as I drink them on time! After an hour of biking I started to feel some heat but I thought it was fine because there was a strong breeze blowing my face. I didn't take much water in the aid station as I tend to pee too much during the bike. I also didn't pour water on my body because of the breeze. And when my projected 56mi bike time is going to be slower than my vineman I figure it is because there are more hills in IMCDA than Vineman.

My spirit was uplifted when I saw my home stay cheering for me at around mile 42.

After mile 42 the course became straight and fast. I picked up my speed and made some good time.

During the later part out the course I started to feel a little sleepy. At around mile 53, I really felt sleepy. It was kind of strange because I had been sleeping the last few days so I shouldn't feel this sleepy. Is it because I had been riding in a straight line and felt bored? Maybe I should get some gel to get a boost? I kept on riding for a few miles and then I stopped to stretch. That's when I realized the weather forecast is wrong. It's not a high of 71. The weather was more like in the 80s. I did not know how hot but I felt like the hot was cooking my skin. I guess I 'noticed' how hot it is in bit and pieces but I never put it together because of that constant breeze that made me feel good.

I got to the next aidstation, stopped, drunk water, pull water over my head and body, and I felt a little better. I know I am in a bad situation and I need to get out of this overheating/not dehydrated thing. This is the kind of reasons why you want to join a team like the Ironteam so you get the coach to share their knowledge with you. They taught you that sometime you will have issues (no matter how strong you are) and you have to deal with it by yourself. Knowing I will pee whatever that I drink if I were to drink too fast. I slow down my pace to cool myself down and to force myself to drink more water, a bit at a time. I know I can push thru the rest of the bike, but I know I needed to feel 'normal' again for the run.

During the later part of the bike I felt bad because I know people were tracking me online and they wonder what happened. I would of stop and post a message on facebook telling people I am ok. But I didn't have my phone with me, not this time. It's the first time I race Ironman without a phone (I carry my phone for safety reasons) because I didn't think anything will happen. For a second I have the thought of biking faster to catch up. That thought quickly disappeared because as much as I know you guys are worry about me. It is my own race and I need to follow my own plan. Going at a pace faster than what I want will only screw me up.

As the ride went on I felt better and better. I would pushed myself to and average like 22+ mi on the flat and a lot faster on the downhill. I saved my leg on the uphill and but stop at aid station to drink, allowing myself time to take in the liquid and pour water over me to cool down. I passed a lot of people when I ride but they passed me as I was re hydrating at an aid station, then I passed them again when I ride. (This is why it is important to not stop unless you have to because if you passed people for a mile, it will only take them 3-4 minutes to catch up). At 8:03:57, I finished the bike.

- Run
There were two water stops at T2 before I went in to the changing tent. One right after the bike finish and one before the changing tent. I changed and ran out the other side of the tent wanting to drink some water as I just took a electrolyte pill. No, no water. I was told I will have some water shortly after. No, didn't hit the water til mi 1. If I knew, I would of take an extra 30 seconds to run backward and get some water before the changing tent.

Anyway, I felt great on the run. My legs was ok and I was able to run a lot. However I felt a little sluggish because my nutrition was off from the bike (because of that overheating thing). I calculated my time and I know I can push for like 5:20 marathon to offset the extra time I took on the bike. But with Ironman Cananda coming up in 2 months, I decided to save my leg and have a faster recovery time. I run/walk the first half and I was able to see everyone on the course. The weather was still hot so I pour water over me and put sponges on my body, switching these sponges every mi. This went on for a while and I finished the half the course. At mi 14 I picked up my special need, I resupply myself and took out my panda costume from the Run Special Need back. I ran with it for like a minutes and lay it next to this cone. I told the volunteer I will pick it up when I came back. Not knowing if VitaPanda Kevin finished Western States as Panda I just decided to finish Ironman CDA as Panda... just in case.

I continued to run and it got dark. I took the headlamp out of my belt and kept running. I know CDA gets cold after it got dark so I actually stopped pouring water on me the hour before. This way my clothes get a chance to dry up as I did not want to suffer from hypothermia. I built myself a cushion to make sure I can finish under 17 hours if other stuff went wrong. After a while I am almost to the finish. I was delighted to find out my Panda is still there... hanging from the cone. I put it on and started running. As we were at the finish stretch I told the people around me to start running very fast. Right around that time I saw Coach Jason and took a picture of me. I ran with this girl (her first Ironman) for a while and I told her that I will slow down so she can have the finish line (I remember what Kristi told me about having her own finish line). I hung out with the crowd for a few seconds and people went nut about the Panda. A Panda? What the heck right? I crossed the finish line at 16:41:46. My marathon time was 6:19:36 (Holly Cow that's my second slowest marathon time!... with the first one being my first marathon)

After I crossed the finish line a catcher went up to me expecting me to pass out or something... as people tend to really give it their 100%. Sorry... no, I am totally fine. I need to feel good enough to pick up my bike/gears, walk back to my car and drive home. He kind of escort me to pick up my shirt and I was 'forced' to have my finishing pictures taken *_*. Dude I am fine, stop holding my arm!

My 'A' Race turned into a training day

The finish
After I finished there were 3 tents in front of me. Med Tent. Massage Tent. And Food Tent. I didn't need to go to the med tent as I am fine. I wanted a massage but I know my priority is to get myself warm so I skipped that. I walked thru the food tent and I don't want pizza. They did have other stuff like water, cola, cookie, chip... but I nicely declined the offer. I HAVE BEEN DRINKING COLA, EATING COOKIE, CHIP...ETC for the last 6 hours... do you really think I want to have anything to do with those???

My goal was to pick up my bike/gears so I can at least walked (with my bike and 3 gear bags to the finish) so I can see the closing. No... didn't make it, I was a few minutes off. At least I am now warm!!! Planning ahead proved to be a good thing. Since I know no one will help me carry my bike bag, run bag, and my morning bag. I put a backpack in my morning bag so a lot of stuff actually went in there. I packed everything in the car and drove home. I was going to find a Denny's to eat my victory dinner but apparently I drove passed it. I was gonna find a mcdonald as but I drove passed it as well. I went home, took a shower (there is this window cleaning thing in the shower as the door are made of glass ... so I had been cleaning the door every time I took a shower. I totally did not want to do it this time but I did. I was like... Louis. You finished an Ironman, you can freaking clean the water off the shower door. See, I am a good guest), and then I just went to sleep.

The morning after
I knew the Ironman store gets crazy the morning after as everyone is trying to buy the finisher gear. Really... do I want to wake up at 6:30am in the morning and wait in line to spend more money? No. I just wanted to sleep til whenever (but before the tribike transport drop off deadline). I figured if I really wanted finisher gears I can buy stuff from Canada. So it was nice to get an early morning text from Coach Jason asking me if I want something there. Since I already spent a lot of money I told him to have fun. Thanks Jason, that was very thoughtful.

I drove to the expo to drop off my bike and my gear check. Did some walking around and went back to the house. I passed out, ate dinner, and went to sleep.

Reading the race from local newspaper

Leaving Idaho
I said good bye to my wonderful, I meant... super wonderful home stay and headed to the airport. When I was at the Spokane airport a few people congratulated me on my finish (remember to wear your finisher gear going home!). I saw a few people wearing the finisher shirt and I congratulate them as well. A few hours later I arrived back to LA. I went to the Ironteam swim practice to 'surprise' my teammates and to tell them that 'yes... I am still alive'. Then I went to meet up with VitaPanda Kevin for dinner. This concluded my IM CDA 2011.

IM CDA Finisher Medal

Western States Medal and Belt Buckle

June, Me, and Kevin. 2 Ultra Marathoners and an Ironman =P

The Thank You
Like my coaches always tell me, I did it all by myself. I swim, bike, and run 140.6 miles. But I can't do it with the help of my coaches. They made me an athlete, but more importantly they helped me grow as a person. There is no real way to measure my personal growth (kind of like how you can't always measure yourself by your finishing time). But I know I grew a lot the last few months. At times I feel like I am just walking in a circle and not make any progress. But the important thing is, I kept on walking. And when I am ready to grow, I will find my way to move forward. We can't force ourselves to grow unless we are ready... even with the simplest ideas. Our coaches are like shepherds that lead sheep to a lake. Unless we (the sheep) are ready, our coaches can't make us drink the water (to grow). They provided you with the resources you need, and it's up to you to use it (this whole sheep thing is from Coach Jimmy at the Coyotes). My coaches took me to the lake and wait, and wait, and wait (and that's what you are supposed to do, you can't make people to change/improve, you need to show them a path and just wait, and wait... if you care about that person, you wait)... and I think finally I am able to drink the water from the lake on the stuff that I need to grow.

Some people prevent themselves to move learn and forward. Or rather, they did not believe themselves that they are move forward. They may think that they can't drink the water from the lake because their neck is too short, or that the water they drunk before was toxic and they do not want to drink the water again...etc Rather it is an injuries, or a mental block, you can move forward. It may not be easy, you may feel like you are in the same situation an eternity, but you just need to keep trying. It doesn't matter what it is, Athletic goal, a better job, a better relationship, or to find the best Tonkatsu in Los Angeles... anything that troubles you. One bad shepherd doesn't mean that all shepherds are bad. Stay away from toxic shepherd, stay way from toxic sheep and you'll be fine.

And of course my friends have been supportive of me and offer me help when I need them. And yes, my teammates. Seeing them go from not knowing how to do something and to be in Ironman ready shape give me the strength to do what I do.

The surprised Party
So a week after my events a few friends organized a not so surprised party for the VitaPandas. It was a good way for the VitaPandas to wind down and to share our stories to other endurance athletes. Below are a few pictures from the party.

Kevin is surprised

The Asian triathletes are surprised... with how awesome the belt buckle is. They wanted to touch it...

The cow is surprised... because the cow turned into steaks!!!

Mari is surprised by the view

Kim is surprised by the desserts

Then the girls are surprised by Kim's tan line (look at her arm)

ok I am done with surprised pictures and captions... But really. Thanks for creating this party. I am surprised by the effort everyone of you put in for the VitaPandas. I am touched.

After Thoughts
I wrote all the stuff above just so I have an reason to write after thoughts. But I'll focus on the training aspect first. Is this my slowest Ironman? Yes. But do I care about my time? Absolutely... not! If I were to go back and change something, what will I do? Nothing. I want to experience this. If anything, I was sad that I didn't experience this in my previous races.

Late last year I decided to go all out at all races. I went all out on all races except Tokyo Marathon (fun race) and this one (because I decided to save my leg for Ironman Canada). Out of all these races, I PR at every single one of them except Carlsbad Half Marathon and Ironman CDA. But in turn of what I learned, I learned the most at my 2 bad races.

As an endurance athlete, it's not all about going all out, it's about making smart decisions... especially when you are out there for 14, 16 hours. Little mistakes can build up into a major one. If I have been drinking and pouring water over my body like I do every time, this over heating thing wouldn't happen and I will PR. However, if you don't have setback, you won't learn. I am glad that I have the opportunity to prove to myself that I can get out of a very bad situation. I realized the problem and I fixed it. And even though my time was slow. I felt stronger than ever.

I am confidence with my swim to run in with 2000 others in this tiny beach, I feel strong on the bike where I made up a lot of time when I was riding, and for the marathon... I can actually run at a good pace, but I decided to hold back because of Ironman Cananda. Some measure by time, I measure how I feel. Ironman Canada will be my last Ironman for at least a few years. I do not need to hold back at this race and I am looking forward to it.

A word from VitaPanda Louis
During the last few months a few things happened and I grew a lot as a person. When VitaPanda created this blog we were planning to share our training experiences to others. As it tuned out Kevin and I supported each other for many things. This experience helped me work on things that I am not good yet... and I am not referring to Ironman. Sorry kids, I am pretty good at doing Ironman, I am not Mr. Fast and Furious, but I did finished 3 Ironmans in a year, (it will be 4 Ironman in 13 months) that said something right?

My coaches have been passing me their knowledge to raise the inner coach in me. While I do not want to be coaching anyone now (although I am very good at teaching people stuff), this helped me guide other athletes to make them successful. But more importantly, the things they taught me help me become a stronger and better individual, which is actually what I am looking for.

Some may think that I inspire them to do stuff, but I draw my inspiration from my team.

My brave teammates. Some are afraid of the waves, some cried, yet, they charge forward. Who's the shit? Ironteam is the shit. Just one of the many reasons why we are the shit.

And always... always remember. Chemo is tougher than anything we do. Anabel = bad ass.

Anabel: looking forward to see you race at Vineman 70.3.
Her direction to cheer this weekend: Don't say... Anabel you are doing a good job. Yell at her... she likes tough love


My previous reports
Reading my previous Ironman reports I saw the change in meLink. Both as an athlete and as a person. My experience is not based on so much about how much faster I went but how much I grew. I am definitely heading to the right direction.

Vineman 2009 Race Report

Vineman 2010 Race Report

Ironman AZ 2010 Race Report

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Louis - Before heading out to IM CDA

Work, Pack, Pack, Work, Pack. Just because I can't throw everything i my car I am a little stress. The good thing is my bike is already heading to Idaho along with some of my nutrition, 9 CO2, 5 tubes, an extra tire, and a bunch of other stuffs.

A lot have happened the last few months. I almost decided not to do IMCDA if it wasn't for the other VitaPanda. Honestly. I am just lost... like a swimmer in a huge foggy lake (in the dark too) trying to get back to the shore... drowning in raw emotion. If someone were try to help, I'll probably drag that person to the bottom of the lake with me (Yes, I am dangerous like that). While I am swimming in circle, I notice something... I notice a little navigational buoy with a blinking light far far away... so I decided to swim toward it... when I get near it, I found another one, and another one... (story to be continue)

So what are or who are these buoys? My coaches and friends who gave me support. When I am lost and going thru some silly patches, they are there for me and guide me to the right direction. By guiding means that I need to find my own path. You don't learn if you don't experience.

Thanks buoys... you know who you are

With a new mindset going to IM CDA, I am looking forward to cross the finish line and learn some more about myself...

Saturday, June 18, 2011

The Moment of Truth - Kevin

I'm not going to deny the facts. It's been a long while since I've written an entry. The last time I wrote one for this blog was back in February before the Chinatown Firecracker 10K. Much have happened since then. Call it a shockwave. Call it a roller coaster, in which I still feel, experience in this moment at a smaller magnitude.

I lose her. I won her back, but I lost her again. I'm not going to hide and I can not hide anymore. Losing love is a huge deal. It hurts and there is a lot to think back. I still have much love for her, but I don't want to get into the details here. Ultimately, I slip, I lost my balance in life and now I'm biting my lip and trying my best to learn from my experience and to move on. I must say though, losing the most amazing person in my life was a huge set back in my training for Western States. Like Dean, another inspiration of mine for ultra-running after Jimmy Dean and the Coyotes (Louis, you're my inspiration for beign active in general and that's bigger than many things ;)), I've always wanted a 'mothership' of my own. She'll always be apart of me and my heart.

Going back to my activities since I've slightly jacked up ligament on my mid foot, I have leapfrogged Chinatown 10K, Tokyo Marathon, Miwok 100K, 3 day WS training camp with a total of 72 miles and lots of fun verticals within. Now leading up to Western States with one more week of taper to go, it's feeling exciting and emotional.

Chinatown 10K
While it seemed so long ago, I still remember much of what had happened. Without boring my nearly nonexistent audience, I will keep the details to myself. One of my ultimate goals that day, in terms of reaching new personal achievement, was to help out my coworker Jordan. It was to get him cross his first 10K finish line. We did it and I'm proud of this big fella. However, we had given up on each other since then. Before that, we had run 2 5Ks together. He PR'd his second one by nearly 20 minutes!! We were also P90X buddies, trying to bring it every morning, get stronger together, live longer together. Now that he no longer tries and that I'm doing my own thing, I hope that he had found his happy place.

Tokyo Marathon



This year, I ran with Louis as pandas. Little did we know that Japan had brought in a pair of panda into that country the night we arrived. It was funny and coincidental depending on how you look at it. Apparently it was a big deal for Japan to 'rent out' the pair from China.

The run itself was a blur. Mostly, I was trying to take it easy and go by feel since I was coming out of my injuries. I was sticking with Louis for the first half, but eventually we were leapfrogging and separated. It was indeed another experience with tons of support from the citizens of Tokyo. Lots of people dressed up for that race. There were quite a few other pandas out there!

Miwok 100K

Having scarred by TNF50 San Francisco up in Marin Headlands this past December, I was nervous going into the race. It was my longest race I've yet to ran. 100K. 62 miles and change. Going into this race, I wasn't sure if I had enough training done or if I was prepared physically. Emotionally, I was going in with a roller coaster state, hoping that Miwok 100k will beat me up in all aspect and kick my butt. That way, it would help me better prepare for Western States which was six weeks away at the time.

My nutrition management was quite good up until the last 10 miles. My pace was pretty good also, again up until the last 10 miles. My goal for the event was to run steadily and consistent. I was able to keep a 11:00 mile pace for most parts. At the turn around point, 35 miles into the race, I was still feeling fresh and strong. Passing people on the hike and down hills and strangely remain constant on the flats, racing with no one else but myself. By the time I had reached mile 47 (Pantoll), I was feeling hungry and got lazy to put nuun in my hydration pack. I also replaced my electrolyte filled food with solid food and that's when things fell apart slightly. My energy level had decrease significantly after that. The run toward Tennessee Valley (mile 55) was not fun, even though it was beautiful out there. At some point in that section, I was walking the flats. I even tried running it but I was so depleted that I realize my walking speed was the same as running. I had to sit down and refuel with broth at TV aid station. It reminded me very much of TNF50 at mile 38. Since I had that experience at NF, I knew what exactly I need to do here. Eat, down broths and stay strong. More importantly I told the volunteers to kick me out. It was sad to see runner after runner passing me by as I was sitting there for a good 20 minutes.

Shortly after I saw the Crosby-Helms sisters (which I had been pacing with from turnaround to Pantoll before I decided to go on on my own) passed me, I knew I had to go. It was rough but it took me a good amount of time to do that climb. Once I got to the top, I couldn't believe what I saw. The downhill before another climb! I bombed down this fireroad and passed a few people. It was an ego boost, an emotional ride up! At some point before the final climb, I caught up to the CH sisters again! There I stuck with them and finished strong together! My ultimate goal was to beat my TNF50 time of 11:24, but I fell short and finished at 11:49. I was upset about the time but happy that I came close. It was a good lesson to go through to prepare for states.

Western States Training Camp

The training camp was exciting. June, Erin, Crispin and I drove up to Auburn on the weekend of memorial day for the 3 days of festivity. Due to heavy snowfall earlier this year, the first day of training camp started in Rucky Chucky River as opposed to Robinson Flat (mile 29.7). From Rucky Chucky, we ran towards and passed Forest Hill Elementary School all the way to Michigan Bluff, where we turn around and run back to Forest Hill for a total of 31 miles. There were some tough climbs but also some fun rolling hills. The latter portion of that run go cold and misty from drizzling rain. The views and scenes there were amazing. The singletrack along side the American River was just epic.

At the end of day 1, my foot was hurting and my calves were tight. I desperately needed a half massage and a foot massage. Luckily, Monster of Massage was there for complementary massage and you pay by giving the masseuse tips. During the massage, my symptoms of lead my masseuse to believe that I have plantar faciitis on my right foot. :( This is a good news and bad news. It's good that I still have a month away to treat it. The bad news is of course the injury itself and to have it so close to race day.

On our second day of training camp, the weather had improved quite a bit. The sun was out earlier but that might be because we started a tad bit later, which was nice. We ran from Forest Hill to Rucky Chucky and back up to McKeon Ponderosa Way, slightly south of Forest Hill Rd. It was fun going through this section because of the net downhill and the rolling downward singletracks. Even though we only covered 19 this day, it was still exhausting from the day before.


The final day started at Green Gate and ended in Placer High School. The run itself was fun and there wasn't too much climb which is a good thing. Comparing to the last 25 of AC100, WS100 is much easier. Though come race day, I may change my mind. The most memorable parts occurred after crossing HWY 49. The rolling meadows, the scene of the river and Auburn - Forest Hill Bridge and then to No Hands Bridge to Robie Point and finally to High School. To avoid getting the bad juju, I didn't run my lap around the track at the training run. Hopefully, this will help me achieve my goal of finishing the race under 24 hrs. Of course, my ultimate goal is to finish, but it's always good to set the bar a tad bit higher, whether it's borderline feasible or not.

Here I am with less than a week away. I'm super duper excited, super duper grateful for all the love that I've gotten from my crew to the Coyotes and Panda and friends. I definitely can't get to this point with out all of them.


The past four months of emotional and physical roller coaster all boiled down to this.
I'm learning to walk again. I believe I've waited long enough. Where do I begin?

To keep alive a moment at a time.
That's still inside, a whisper to a riot.
The sacrifice but knowing to survive.
That first decline, another state of mind.
I'm on my knees, I'm praying for a sign...
Forever, whatever. I never wanna die.
I'm dancing on my grave.
I'm running through the fire.
I never wanna leave.
I'll never say goodbye.

Last but not least, it's not about luck, but the willingness to endure. That applies to everything in life.

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Louis - 'A' Race - Racing with my heart and passion

I race to train, I race to learn, and I race to grow. I often apply what I learn from endurance training to my personal development. It has been working out nicely.

Out of the 7 'All out effort' races this year. I set new PR on 6 of them with the exception of Carlsbad Half Marathon. But my 'A' race isn't all about breaking records, it's about giving my best effort. Out of the 7 'A' races this year, the one that I put out the most effort is the Carlsbad Half Marathon, the one that I did not PR. Why? Because knowing that I was having a bad race (overheating and going too fast), I continue to do my best and charge forward. Sometime things are not going the way you want, but you must continue to do what you believe, accept the situation, and deal with it accordingly. PR or not, you will learn something from it and grow.

This is how life should be. It's all about giving your best. I was too afraid to step out of my comfort zone because I don't like things to fail. If you don't try, you won't get hurt right? This is why I was always in the same place, running in circle, not archiving what I want to accomplish. But now, "It's about showing my commitment and my passion, no matter 'how long it takes'" (Credit to Coach Jimmy). We will fail, but if we don't try, we won't know. That's what my 'A' races are about this year - giving my best with no regret.

And of course, I cannot do this alone. My family, my friends, my teammates, and especially my coaches have been giving me love, patience, and compassion. The three ingredients I need to archive my goal. I could of done this 2 years ago, but each person has it own path and own timing. At times I don't listen (or rather, I am not ready to make a change). However, when I am ready to listen, my coaches are there for me to help me grow and to become a better athlete. And more importantly, a better person. Maybe I will write a blog to tell you guys how awesome each of one of coaches are. But I'll save that for another day.

Recently I found myself in my coach's shoe as people come to me for advice. I learn that while some listen, some don't. What I can do is to be there for them. Show them love, patience, and compassion, as my coaches do. When the timing is right, they will find what I said useful. Until then, I will wait, and wait, and wait.

With two more Ironman coming up this year, I am looking forward to see how my all out effort will pay out at the Ironman. It doesn't matter if I am going to be faster or slower, I am happy as long as I am able to give my best effort.

Below are stats of my 2011 races

#1 Boney Mountain Trail Run (- 30 mins)
Previous Training Run two weeks prior the race ~ 2:20:00
2011 - 2:51:53

#2 Carlsbad Half Marathon (+ 9min)
2010 - 1:58:25
2011 - 2:07:39

#3 Chinatown Firecracker 10K (- 3 min)
2009 - 59:25
2011 - 56:21

Fun Race - Tokyo Marathon (+ 15 min)
2010: 05:20:31
2011: 05:35:15

#4 Desert Triathlon (- 10 seconds - Super Fast Bike this year to make up for slow run)
2010: 2:46:36
2011: 2:46:20

#5 LA Marathon (- 40 mins)
2010: 05:20:31 (Tokyo Marathon)
2011: 4:42:13

#6 Wildflower Triathlon (-25 mins)
2010 - 8:25:16
2011 - 7:59:50

#7 Mt Wilson Trail Race (- 14 mins)
2008 - 2:06:51
2011 - 1:53:05

Ironman CDA - ?

Ironman Cananda - ?